But i really thank God for my friends who made it so much better. :)
Tiffany who is always there, from the mystery caller to "cute mm.." belgium soccer guys, haha
Happy girls megan jeanne melodie (in order of smallness :P) for the J breakfast, and just being such great friends and sisters in Christ. Our friendship bonded through the love of God, made strong in our weakness, and through giving it all up to Him we've received more than we deserve :)
And i still think the invite was really funny:
Roses are red Violets are blue Joanne so cool We wanna meet you
Somewhere near school The sky so blue The sea salty too
So meet at 8, goodday mate :) we await (your reply)
Softballs belle chan dii vera (in order of sma.. um alphabets.) for the blueberry chocolate maple syrup and other weird things pancakes! Next time we can open a pancake shop! Thankyou for waking up so early at 6am to make them, it must've been tough for chan to be up at that time, so thankyou so so much :)
And to that mystery caller who sang me a song ((gomez stop laughing)), thank you, whoever you are, and please call back so i know who you are cause im a loser with no caller id. (mom's fault actually, she was like 'got free incoming, so just pick up the call and ask them who they are!' and im like...hmm.)
But i couldnt last outside for long so i pangsehed tiffany botanic gardens and went home to sleep. garh headache, sore throat, chills fever, the works. i just felt like toppling over everytime i stood up. which sucks. so i spent the rest of my birthday in bed and watching tv :/ at least there were cute olympic guys playing on tv :D german table tennis (who won) and belgium soccer (who won too). two very exciting matches. my head almost popped watching them.
And everyone else who sent me birthday messages, thankyou too! (in order of arrival) Nicky Lee Yen Gen, Vivoomo, Melodie, Vivienne, Lee-ON, Megsie, Ah bee, Liang Liang (retard wave!), DeedeeNah, Bellebelle, Auntie Daphne (drink store auntie!), Daryl Ooi, Rufers, AZlin, Beck(ham)s, Debbie buddy, Daryl aww, Jing Han, Jolene Goh, Normen is a girl, Lina bestie, Sneha, Harngs(one? too? :D), Niiperr, Leanne, Audrey Han, Sayang, Laureen, Syaz lim (GAY OMG I HAVENT....), MaoQian, Cerig Wen, harder gay 闻鼠, 学生, Gerry, Gomez, Nazri (OHHH Usein Bolt so fast!), Zhuzhu mama, Jastine, Queen (got car pick me up from school wor~)
Okay that was very long. Well this morning i awoke feeling worse :'( so i didnt go to church :(:(:( But i believe that God is still healing me slowly, maybe its not a instant recovery cause He wants me to rest and shut up more (mommy says my throat hurts cause i talk too much). But i know he's working because ysterday with mjm when we were singing and worshipping at the beach i didnt feel sick, i felt so much better and believed God was healing me then. And mel and jeanne introduced this song called 'Desert Song' by hillsongs and we sang it abit and we felt really really calm and at peace :)
This morning when i felt so terrible i went youtubing and i came across two songs that really encouraged and lifted my spirit. The first was 'Footprints in the sand' by Leona Lewis (prev post), she's really talented and pretty, and i heard the song and started to cry because
" I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled with sorrow And despair I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand"
and at that moment i felt that it was God speaking to me, that in my sickness He is still there. We may be so annoyed and upset when we're sick,but we dont know what the big picture is, we dont know His perfect plan, so it is in our weakest point that we submit it all to God and just wholeheartedly trust Him!
And then i watched 'desert song',
and i cried some more. and at that moment, it didnt hurt when i swallowed, i couldnt believe it, it was so amazing my throat wasnt pain AT ALL. it was so unbelievable and i was like ?!!!?!?!??!. So i guess my disbelief was bad because the pain came back when the song ended. BUT STILL, i was whoa, amazing!
And i guess this is why i believe in God, I know He is real not because the Bible says so or others tell me so, but because God shows me so, that He is there always, and i'll always find His footprints in the sand.
i believe you're my healer, i believe you are all i need. i believe you're my portion, i believe you're more than enough for me, Jesus, you're all i need.