let recount. backwards.

well my home com's out. so the parents gonna chamge to broadband! finally. after dunno how long of persuading. all t took was the modem to crash to make her change her mind. ohwell.

there's something wrong with the tagboard. and i have no idea how to fix it. someone help.

i dont feel like blogging no more. RAHRAHRAH.

i feel like abandoning blogger and moving to lj.

should i? yes or no?

the p6s finiah psle ready. so now little miss addicted-to-tv's stuck to the tv once again. im still banned from it though. pissingly irritating. RAHRAHRAH.

I am gonna mug my butt off. you thinks its so easy to get into my school and do okay [just okay] with all those scholars around, then you're thinking wrong. you think o levels are a piece of cake? well, shoo. dont rub it in my face that psle's over. when the results come out and its not what you expected. lets see who;s tha one gonna laugh and who's the one gonna cry.

merde.

guess who?

This poem was nominated poem of 2005 for the best poem, written by an African kid.
When I born, I Black,
When I grow up, I Black,
When I go in Sun, I Black,
When I scared, I Black,
When I sick, I Black,
And when I die, I still black..

And you White fella,.....
When you born, you Pink,
When you grow up, you White,
When you go in Sun, you Red,
When you cold, you Blue,
When you scared, you Yellow,
When you sick, you Green,
And when you die, you Gray..

And you calling me Colored ..

interesting really isit?
what basis we judge people on.

anyway. got back my amath. B3. ohwell. was expecting that. thought i wrote nonsense. rah

i went to the park today hoping to find some solace in familiar surroundings. but i was duely disappointed. there were like major construction works going on building dunno what. sam says its a desalination plant. but abit wrong place eh. i went cycling round the baches and got real sad. its to dirty and disgusting noe. maybe its the full moon pulling the tide out, but whats hidden underneath is really disgusting. with all the seaweed and all. shows you how polluted our little world is.
i remember tha park like it was my first love. it is my first love, i used to go there everyday. play with some old neighbours at the wooden structures. real fun. catching and competing who can go higher on the swings, refusing to go home, sitting at the beach watching people play volleyball, finding shells, drawing at my favourite spots. ah how i love the place. but what i see now makes me so so sad. tha old park i loved is gone, the wooden structure now replace with a retarded icky plasticky thing that's utterly no fun to play. i was so pissed when thay took it away. i suppose it was for safety reasons though cause it was quite old that thing. but they could have replaced it with another wooden structure instead and still preserve the funness of the place. rahrahrah. al least the round bball court's still there, and the spiderweb. haha love that so. manymany memories of playing spiderweb catching, racing up and down [its great exercise btw], or just sitting there talking and wasting time. i tell you, if they dare take the spiderweb away i will tie myself to the web and refuse to let them demolish it. hmmph. the garden maze's now quite rundown. it used to be all nice and flowery and all. now its just overgrown with weeds.

these mwke me sad. im in no mood to study. thats bad.

ohwell. maybe i'll take pictures of my dear pasir ris park. so next time at least i'll still have something to hold on to if they decide to turn the whole darn thing into some commercial ecp like thingy. grr.


'you dont know me, you dont even care. you dont know me, you dont wear my chains.

Whee I did okay for prelims.
i'm quite so happy.
Thank you God for being my source of never ending source of knowledge and letting me draw my strength from You. You rock. Really.
So, just a summary of my results so far.

English-A2
Chinese-B3
Emath-A1
Amath-?
Geography-A1
Combined humanities [ss & hist]-B3
Physics-A1 [yay!!]
Chemistry-E8 [heh]

The only one i've not gotten back yet is amath.
But i'm not too confident about it anyway.
Could have gotten more As if my stupid school had moderated some papers.
Apparently they felt moderating would make us complacent about our O's.
Thus, no moderating.
So all those JCs must take that into account when they select students.
Its really not fair to tk girls cause the deserving ones really worked hard.
Well, im just glad I have dsa. If not I will probably go to some chapalang school.
But I still gotta work hard if I wanna take the subs I wanna in vj.
The prelims L1R5 of 11 is not good enough.
Thank God for dsa.

Well I must admit after this first leg of mugging for prelims i'm kinda stuck in a doldrum.
Like not moving anywhere. haha i need some wind. Seems I've lost some steam along the way. prelims are tiring. Really finding it hard to get back into mugging mode. I'm only partially there, like im still studying, but I think not enough. Its going too slow, and I don't like it, and i'm trying to change it but its really hard. Esp since its hard to get things done in the afternoon cause im really sleepy. But if I sleep I wont be able to sleep in the night. Then the next day in school I will be super sleepy and the whole vicious sleep cycle starts over again. RAH. I hate this.

Haha. Shannon misses me :D
I dont love charlene no more. Keep bullying me lah. But she makes a nice chair. Very flat. XD

Johara suck big time. when she tries to teach us physics she aint sure of her work. like miss tee rock so much more. with johara WE have to question her answers and explain TO HER why her answer is wrong. and when she explains she keeps changing her mind. so maybe that's her way of discuising that she aint aure with what she's teaching. rah what bullshit. dare to call yourself a teacher? go study some before coming to 'revise' with us. i think if we listen to you we'd fail la. wth. im better off self studying during her period but i think its quite fun when the whole 4/5 rallies around to prove her wrong and she frantically tries to save herself and while 4/4 sits around looking blur. i wonder why they dont question her explainations. maybe they cant be bothered to even listen. lol no offence to 4/4 people. ms tee would be proud. ok maybe not. she'd scold us for being rude.

playing basketball with softballers, netballers, mr peh and other random people during recess is fun.Don’t see what wrong with playing with netballers though. Sorry chan, but theyre my friends and theyre nice people. :))

Tomorrow is softball day.

-my girl's in the next room
somehow I wish it was you
I guess we never really moved on
its really good to hear your voice,
saying my name it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak,
and I never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel- hinder

lovely song <3

mkc was quite a flop.
rah. we planned nice nice okay!
so sad our planning went down the drain.
at least the kids had fun.
sorry bestie if i gave out too much points :D
and sorry everything we planned didnt work out.
at least we wont be doing this the next month.
and when we come back.
we'll be dong songs!
our jamming session is long overdue.

haha im proud of myself.
i started on chem revisions.
did 4 chapters over yesterday and today.
just 21 more chapters to go.
i wont disappoint you mrs cheong.
i'm gonna study hard.
everybody pray for me.

pastor ho's message today was interesting.
dare to be different from the world.
dont not conform to the things of this world but be transformed by it.
it reminded me of sex ed lesson by mrs ho. haha
well, after all, they are husband and wife.
''its hard to be CLEAN in DIRTY Singapore"
Singapore may be clean ont he surface, but underneath it all, there's still the dirty side of this city.
there's still underage sex, porn, gangs and all.
we're not as clean as we think.
or rather, what's our definition of clean?
think about it.


''let creation sing, of the risen King