saw this at vera's LJ.
and i was bored so here goes.
btw, full account of us being mad womans cheering for keely (-.-) is there too.
ya'll did a good job band.
never heard the victorian anthem sung with so much gusto(haha! tk inside joke) before.
clapclap.


i feel: kinda nuts
i want: my skinneh tree.
i am making: my eyes water. (dry LAH)
i am wearing: the prettiest uniform in the world.
i am trying to decide: if i should start studying (um, okay, NO)
my best friend is: leeNAH fong ( <3 )
my favourite memory is: tkgSTARS '06, and ecp.
my worst memory is: o-level-parents-nagging period
my favourite vacation place is: thailand SHOPPING!!
i am: HAPPY :)
i want to be: at the coffeeshop :0
i try hard to: not be noisy (but apparently more than often i fail. hoho, right chan?)
my fear is: that i lose you.
my hopes are: BIG.
when i get older, i: want 5 kids!! O.O
i look: pretty. (haha!)
i enjoy: my darling softballers. and listening to 'the normen show'
i hate: people who judge, yet do not correct themselves.
one thing/person i love is: God.
when i fall for someone, i: look for him everywhere.
my favourite colour is: orange
my favourite television show is: FULL HOUSE!
a person i adore is: Mr tanyewhwee. (YEAH BULLSHIT)
a place i would go in a heartbeat is: dreamland. to dream about you.
the person that i'm thinking about is: my skinny tree.
i love the way: my kids in church say they miss me.
a vexation of mine is: people talking like they know but dont.
my favorite time is: at night.
summer time is: time to suntann!!
my life is: FULL OF SHIT.
after school, i: softball.
i am a: little girl who doesnt wanna grow up.
one thing i can't live without is: my skinny tree. (!!!)
i: want YOU to.. :0
i'm trying to: study. (-.-)
it hurts when: you brush me off.
like my father always says: "ive eaten more salt than youve eaten rice AH. you think i wan born yesterday is it?"
the hardest thing i've ever had to do was: tell my dad i love him.
i need: you like water like breath like rain.
before i go to bed, i: pray. :)
the first thing i do in the morning is: smell my pillow. ( <3 )
the best thing about life: when you can laugh without a care in the world.
i never knew that: you could abuse me like that (DIANE!! :O)
my lucky number is: nine. (or you could turn it upside down)
my room is: orange and yellow.
i can't: help but think of my skinny tree. (!!!)
i love going to: see fireworks. (boomboom! :D)
i cry when: i feel helpless.
something that makes me smile is: your nonsensical rubbish, and how belle and i say the same thing at the same time. (like, VIVOO!! *pause* YOU SUCK!!)
it's: kinda weird.
i love the movie: secret. (dounch tell youu)
this survey is: quite long.
i am feeling: pain cause auntie deng came to pay a visit.
love is: knowing you think of me all day!
travelling is: cool (if you're with the right people)
whores are: people like VERA.
it is time to: study.
i'm pissed off because: i wasted monay voting for keely. (darn)
something about a person that turns me on is: how full of shit they are.


"i like the way that feels.

1.32-1.25

i miss you so bad.
不能说的秘密
keep it.

i wanna squeeze my skinny tree juiceless.
hoho :D

想像你在身边
在完全失去之前

okay its like that.
ima survive
through this
and when its all over
we'll look back
and laugh.
just cheong now
and dont regret
not cheonging.
waiting makes it
all the more
sweeter.
promise! <3


"天空灰的像哭过

its not that we dont wanna help.
or that we always take and not give.
but rather the fact that it was eating into our training time.
if we were sitting around stoning and you asked us to do saikang, we'd gladly oblige.
but i dont see you stopping training just so your boys can carry chairs.
double standardness is something i cannot stand.
and i said sorry cause it was wrong to be rude.
not because im trying to squirm my way into your good books.
i cant be bothered if you kaopeh me all the time about my results or my friends.
but if you want your gold.
dont touch our trainings.
(i dont know why im writing this here, its not as if the intended party will read it)

[for a more compelling read and comprehensive explaination i suggest diane's LJ]

veh veh veh bad day.
the huge bubble of discontentment and oppression exploded after integration today.
im frustrated i cant do maths.
shit.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GAY?!


"why why whyyyy delilah..

SO MOTIVATIONAL!
like, my fellow gay, winning international trophys.
sprinting into record books.
maybe its my turn.
30 days before my promos.
time for me to sprint.
do whatever i can.
so, CHEONG AH!!

okay at least pw's going somewhere.
whereever that is.


"now is the time for us to shine.

and bright explosion things.
they're really nice.

if playing for worship is supposed to be a joy then tell me why im feeling stressed up when playing rather than happy. how is it that im supposed to know something when ive never been taught it and somehow its assumed im some kinda music prodigy. well im not. SO TEACH ME. instead of throwing what ever im doing wrong at me and expecting me to know what to do. (rah.)

okay no more angst.

except against a certain highway.
the one that leads you in all sorts of wrong directions and cons you into going somewhere away from your intended destination. (that ass.)

ive been kinda sick for about two weeks now.
how is that possible.
vivoo thinks is some chronice disease.
NOOOO. i dont wanna be like belle!! :(


"when all else fails.

was absolutely WONDERFUL!!

i was about to bathe the day GAY DAY when i realised it was 11.57pm
so i decided to wait.
and guess what?
the wait was worthwhile.
cause i smiled at the stroke of midnight. :)

thankyou all for the darling messages sent.
i kept EVERY SINGLE ONE :}
happy birthgay to day
happy birthgay to day
hapy birthgay
happy birthgayyy
happy birthgay to day!
(james cuteboy, only you can think of these rubbish!)

thankyou darling classmates.
VIVOO, henry normen hakim rama liang.
who funded my brownie cake made by vivoo.
everybody who got to eat it,
COUNT YOURSELF LUCKY.
very lucky.

thankyou TIFFANY.
and auntie linda and timmy.
for subway :D
and the lovely top that was almost exact to the one i wanted to get.
like O.o we think alike mann.
and the good news of the day was downright good too.
im so glad for you babe!

thankyou softballers.
BELLECHANDIVERA
for your voucher.
"You've won a date with 4 HOT BABES"
HAHAHA
and the um, poem.
Joanne Gay Joanne Gay
You brighten up our day
and your voice echoes through the hallways
WE STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY! <3
andd i heard about the extra unincluded bit about,
something something why are you surrounded by boys?
they make so much noise.
or some funny shit like that.
vera and chan can rhyme really well.
next time you're writing a card and dont know what to say,
ask them.

thankyou ZLSCC youths.
EVERY SINGLE ONE.
for the chicken wings and pasta and samosas and salads.
for the pictionary and uno stacko.
for the ice cream waffle with candle.
for the lovely present i will treasure :)
but most importantly,
FOR THE LOVE.
[there will never ever be better church mates. even thought currently you guys are the only ones]

thankyou you
for yourself.
for the nice fullstop to the day.

to all who made GAY DAY what it was,
no matter how small/large the contributions,
it made a BIG difference.
<3


"happy birthgay to day.

whoowhee.
OH HAPPY DAY I HOPE IT'LL BE :)


"and i am telling you, im not going away.

"Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight makes one's destiny
When the voyage comes to an end,
Return lies hasty keys"

shit pw time.
okay gay YOU CAN DO THIS.
you must do this.
for the sake of your grades.
for the sake of your friends counting on you.
for the sake of your family who paid your school fees.
for the sake of finishing it QUICK so time can be spent on others.
for the sake of letting God help me FINISH THIS shit.
okay GO. DO. NOW.
bye.

on a side note, (nick is probably gonna read this) but,
YOU'RE SUPER HANDSOME LAHH, NICKY.
(hahahahahahhaha)
(i mean it)
(the handsome part i mean)
(really!)


"goodnight.

im sick sick sick shit.
feels really terrible.
headache cough flu, the works.
sorethroats kinda gone go yay for that.
classmates told me today that i was supposed to gargle saltwater.
NOT DRINK IT.
cause normen says drinking it will cause the ulcers in your mouth causing the sorethroat to drop off and fall into your stomach and cause stomach ulcers, which is worse.

some people really dont know when they're supposed to shut up.


"sometimes i wish i could kiss it all away.

OH.
people keep popping up from random places.
and claim i know them.
so bhb of me but quite 0.o at the same time.
see what a cool surname could do?
LOL

horrible game against devil rays.
everyone was quite irritated at coach's nehneh-ness.
and how she kinda treated spartans as a young inexperienced team.
i guess the seniors must have felt quite insulted.
i would, if i were them.
but im a junior so i shall just shut up.
anyhoos. 4-0 win was kinda considered bad for a squad consisting of half national teamers.
not to look down on them but naturally you'd expect a wider score difference.
okay i shall not go on further.
except that i finally figured out how to fit fast balls.
its quite simple really.
stupid gay, took you long enough.

who says i dont?
but, maybe later.


"There’s a song that doesn’t fade, it never fades it was custom made.

my throat is dying, shit.
whos fault?


"不能说的秘密

i cant believe im so deprived i have to countdown to my own birthday.
(and no this is not a hint to get me presents. if you really dont wanna, then dont force yourself cause its useless getting stupid stuff that get chucked aside anyway. i'd rather you make my day happy)

sorry too busy with stupid pw again.
what a horrible thing to be doing on national day holidays.
the better part should come soon :)


"so much for my happy ending.

fact 1 of the day:
i have one third of vjc's j1 malay male population in my class!

fact 2 of the day:
i know the whole of the malay male j1 population in vjc!

fact 3 of the day:
there are a total of 3 malay males in vjc's j1 population.

haha what crap.
but nevertheless it was quite a bad day. [?]
just felt to irritated/annoyed/whatever the whole day.
so sorry to those i snapped for collection of class fund.
it was really empty.
and some people chose the wrong day to aim their ass at me.
and like the grand finale came when i was on the way home.
so it goes like this:

gay happily heads for home, thinking she can have a bath before having mommy's nice dinner.
and at the vj busstop, 31 took only like 5 mins to come, so she's relatively pleased.
then she skips down the bus at bedok, thinking: YAY only 15 more mins to nice shower :)
but as she walks to the train, she senses something amiss...
WHAT THE SHIT, sign said: NO TRAIN BETWEEN PASIR RIS AND TAMPINES.
so she's thinking, okay bedok got no straight bus anyways so i'll take train to tampines and change to bus.
so she goes up the tha platform, the train comes and STOPS.
and DOES NOT MOVE ANYMORE.
delay's like 55 freaking minutes.
they said NO TRAIN between tampines and paris.
NOT STOP TRAIN.
so gay is furious and finally decides to walk out.
wasting like 45 cents for absolutely nothing.
and as fast as the thought of talk 31 again pops up, it vanishes.
cause every other person in the world had the same idea.
so instead she walks to tjc busstop intending to take 12.
cause she distinctly remembers songhon saying ITS VERY NEAR!
so she trudges and drags her tired feet there.
what the shit IT IS NOT NEAR!
so finally at the end of the ardous journey, she reaches the busstop.
and a SINGLE DECKER 12 comes.
like, WOW what a rarity. -.-

and then gay's thinking:
if like i had stayed in school and studied for an hour, i would have MISSED ALL THIS SHIT.
now, whos fault is that that i left? [LOL kidding kidding]
hmm.

so tired gay =/= happy gay.
so right now, ONLY NOW, the house husband thing does seem logical.
ONLY NOW.


"He never sleeps, He never slumbers.

okay so the highlight of the day was ponning proze presentation to catch the indonesia versus singapore friendly at our lovely(yeah right) home (muddy) ground, kallang.

as a sidenote, damn hang we chose not to go cause apparently the venue was changed from CCAB to TJC and NO ONE informed us *AHEM cough per cough eet cough tehr cough weh cough ee*

so anyways we went to watch the match, which when contrasted with the one they played yesterday night, was utterly fantastic. good hits, nice plays and overall super cool to watch an international friendly (lol) up close.

so we had like the
norlin fanclub cause her pitch was whoohoo nice, and the
nehneh(suzanne) fanclub cause when she pitch her hair flies up in a damn cool way, and the
yumei fanclub cause she's so cute, and the
joanna fanclub cause her looks super zai in sunglasses, and the
sharon fanclub cause she hit so nice nice and super quick feet despite her broken teeth all, and the
sz wha fanclub cause she do double plays, and the
ruoyan fanclub cause she is chao fast runner and so pretteh, and the
michelle fanclub cause she totally blocked the plate and got the runner out (damn cool play!), and the
salina fanclub cause she made that nice throw directly to home on time.

yaeh so so far that was it and we all wanted to join all so in the end we decided to be a national team fanclub, so everyone is included and no one gets left behind!

pw pw pw pw pw
argh argh argh argh argh.
lets quickly do properly and get it over with.

you and your bullshit.
nevertheless its been keeping me sane somehow.
however you do that, dont stop.

i love you tiffany <3
we'll bake someday and i'll be here always, love.
dont ever think you're alone cause you're NOT.
hang on babe.


"sweet love of mine.

HO HO
like finally, ive done eom draft one.
and the printer jammed abit.
but mommy to the rescue!

girlfriend dont sad lah :D


"for a moment like this.