if lifes such a rush, how do you keep going and going.
how do you keep with the flow and not burn out.
sometimes i feel that the exams periods are the most relaxing for me.
cause all i do is study and eat and grow fat.
for that month or so, you're exempted from every concern.
covered under the umbrella of EXAMINATIONS.
no trainings no gyms no worship/mkc practices no outings etcetc,
its not that they're dreadful,
they're not.
its just that add every little thing together, it becomes alot.
and overdose is bad bad bad.
how long can we continue to be buoyed through the hustle and bustle of the education system,
thats stressful times ten to the power of six,
until either we finally reach the other bank
or unfortunately sink to the bottom of the deep blue sea.
and is there even an 'other bank'?
after school comes work which, from heresay,
makes school seem like a bed of pretty flowers.
thats why they have things like PW to facilitate our assimilation into the working world.
the answers to lifes questions are never really available.
answers come when we look for them
so if you dont look, you'll never know.
but thats not such a bad idea so to speak for,
ignorance is bliss.
innocence is brilliance.
maybe sometimes its better not knowing.
doesnt matter if it seems like im still a little kid.
maybe i am, or want to stay that way even.
a peak into adulthood has left me scrambling back under the covers,
like how a scary monster hiding in my closet will.
so much things to worry about
sometimes i wonder if i'd grow up right,
if i'll become a role model to my kids,
just like how my parents are trying to be to me.
i wonder if all the prophesies revealed to the church would come to pass.
and if my life is planned and woven into them already.
when the time comes will i follow my youthful ambitions or,
will i enter into something i never really thought of entering
yet somehow knew that i'd end up there.
questions of life are never really answered,
but i believe, in time,
you dont need an answer,
for you would have already lived out the question for yourself.

rainy days are for reflecting.
whether the words above make sense or not,
it dont matter.
cause i dont seek an answer.
i seek the answerer.

architecture/hotel management/teaching.
which?
i want to redesign my room.
post exam job number one!


the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return


I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again?

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your Love do for me?
When will Love be through with me?

Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly, fly away


"sing of this song and i'll be there by your side.