its not that we dont wanna help.
or that we always take and not give.
but rather the fact that it was eating into our training time.
if we were sitting around stoning and you asked us to do saikang, we'd gladly oblige.
but i dont see you stopping training just so your boys can carry chairs.
double standardness is something i cannot stand.
and i said sorry cause it was wrong to be rude.
not because im trying to squirm my way into your good books.
i cant be bothered if you kaopeh me all the time about my results or my friends.
but if you want your gold.
dont touch our trainings.
(i dont know why im writing this here, its not as if the intended party will read it)

[for a more compelling read and comprehensive explaination i suggest diane's LJ]

veh veh veh bad day.
the huge bubble of discontentment and oppression exploded after integration today.
im frustrated i cant do maths.
shit.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GAY?!


"why why whyyyy delilah..