i spend my day stoning and watching korean movies.
i feel numb, i dont know what i feel.
my back still hurts. it really was killing me yesterday as we stood out there in the field.
what happened?
no one knows. but i just feel so tired.
exhausted, to be precise.
it wpuld be a lie to say we werent prepared.
maybe overly prepared.
but well, all the things you train for is ultimately only shown when you perform on the field.
sad to say, we didnt do justice to our hard work.
its useless to attribute it to anything right now,
or worse push the blame around.
we just didnt do it, period.
life goes on i guess, but one thing im very convicted about.
i absolutely detest raffles softballers.
the noise they make is really unsporting.
yes, tk/vj yell alot too, but we DO NOT TAUNT.
whether it is the coach who taught them to do this, or whatever.
i am disappointed that people tauted as the smartest in the country behave this way on the field.
i am even ashamed that i thought some of them were actually quite nice people.
but when i see how they acted during the game, i changed my mind.
i really hate you now. all of you.

ive had an overdose of kfc. 4 ducking days in a row.


''what doesnt kills us, makes us stronger. just you wait.