it sucks being sick. really.

FRIDAY
three of us sexy ladies went to sentosa! total ownage. like i havent been there in years. how nice and artificial it is now. but doesnt matter, we went tanning so all we needed was the sun anyway. well, more them than i cause im currently already quite dark so my aim was to even out the tan and get rid of socklines and whatnot. cafe del moar is totally hip and beautiful with the blue and white tanning beds. I WANT. but no money. ohwells one day. ONE DAY MAN. then was bathing and coffee beaning and kopitiaming. which equally rocked. WE"LL BE BACK.

good friday service was well, okay and normal. didnt manage too bring any friends, but that night i think God opened up a new 'target' for me, and i will work on these two of my dear friends so next time we can live happily together gather in the kingdon of the Lord. whee.

SATURDAY
training early morning at eight. stumbled myself out of bed and got to school like half hour early cause stupid trains and buses decided to go real fast today. so being the mugger i am, i went to get my chinese textbook and read like 3/4 of the very first passage i learnt, which was by far the shortest. i read damn slow. and then the sun rose so greater heights and, to borrow a term form vera, steamed us all alive cause it was hot and wet. i was totally sweating in my armour and making it smelly and gross. ran my heart out during fielding and screwed up batting again. my timings weird man. no worries, it will all come back. peterwee made us go sit in the wading pool with ice water, which marked the start of my stupid flu. cause i was hot and really cold at the same time. and it was made even worse when after my bath, it poured. like, cats and dogs and trees were falling from the sky. rah, and once again, i had the chills.

in the end, was late for rehearsal but na and ant were even later. har. so i made her buy me bubble tea. yay and we sang and danced till i felt quite sick, literally. wheezing and coughing my way through as we led mkc to imaginary kids. spent the rest of the time playing with gilda and adia, eating grapes[thanks yanling and philip], and having ultimate suanning session of auntie ruth[ haha you know i love you :))]

cell outing at vivo was quite cool. ate at kopitiam, again. us no money people cant afford other stuff. talked and played games and crapped at some place above ben&jerry's and our two cell leaders laureena and minnie treated us to b&j's merlion thing. yummy. i think that time i was too high and nuts and sapped so much of my energy i became so tired on the train back. and as usual, train masters walked pass and looked suspiciously at the bat i carried. oh wow im gonna trash the train with and 200 bucks bat that doesnt even belong to me. -.-

SUNDAY
woke up feeling like crap. felt so hangoverish. maybe cause i was too darn high on ice cream last night. trudged my way through worship and sermon, falling asleep many many times. thankyou joyce for clarinase, it helped some. but the energy spent on mkc was worth it. laur and i impromptu-ed the palm sunday skit for our station. haha i was the donkey/house/crowd. all these while being headachey and flu-ey. gosh the energy i get from doing mkc and playing with kids is just tremendous. led a medley of 5 praise songs with bestie. and well, i guess our debut as wroship leaders was quite welcomed. and im glad at that. thankyou you guys for going along anf getting high on Jesus with us :) after the craziness the horrible feelings came back again and i felt so much like crap. seriously. it sucks. but above all this, im really proud of all the kids. like i see a vast difference when you compare them when they just came in and now, im so so happy that i played a part in changing a child's life. for that i only have to thank one Person that enabled me with suck abilities to interact and just have fun with the children. right now i dont see them as community kids but as one of the children population of zlscc that eventually we can nurture and raise them up as Godly men and women. press on mkc workers for what we're doing is a great thing and im sure God's smiling down on us from above. <333

everyone, please pray i get well. really need to.


''i wanna raise my hands.