a quote says that 'if you find things complicated, it means you havent understood them. simplicity is the basis of everything.'
entirely true. batting is really that simple. once you get it, it sticks with you and you cant pry it away even if you want to. i guess the same goes for learning stuff. once you get it, you remember it some where in that messy brain for the rest of your life. therefore i decree my task for this year is to MAKE EVERYTHING SIMPLE. abit late to come up with these sorta resolutions but better late than never. i just dont think i'll be able to cope with complicating stuff, whether studies, softball or relationships. im just glad church is never complicating, this it rocks my socks. SIMPLE is key. learn that everybody. i think im quite redundant in pre u sem cause i cant research for nuts. haha shucks sorry all. but i will try my darnest. its that feeling again when i have no idea what im doing there. its all so cheem for me. like everyone else is sho smart. and there is me. not sho smart. haha seriously, during discussions i struggle to understand where the whole thing is going, but i do get what our whole thing is about after now. i believe the thing to describe me here is: SLOW.
training today started off weird cause like once we came to tk coach was already yelling at the bdiv. like, we felt so neglected. haha but we dont mind sacrifising cause they're playing mgs tomorrow and i guess coach is stressed causes 1. they lost to mgs in the first round, 2. mgs is coached by elaine, 3.elaine is coached by coach! omg wouldnt it be weird when elaine goes for gym tomorrow? rah shitness. and juniors were so stressed too. they like hit diane and belle consecutively during fielding. first joyce, then zaza. belle looked okayy but i was more worried for diane since she got hit on the RIGHT HAND=PITCHING HAND. and at that point she said she couldnt feel her hand. but later on when she started pitching, everything looked normal again. yay! many minutes later jiaolian took over vj while coach pep talked the bdivs, and from then on we decided we felt LOVED once again :)) jiayou bdiv. fight with no regrets!
my shoulder still hurts. yaopeng says to rest it instead but i think thats quite impossible now. i know why it hurts. aint the first time 1.hand at angle > 90degrees, 2. side throw, 3. pushing, not snapping. well i shall ice it after i bathe. yes smelly gay hasnt bathed. HEHHEH. i have no mood for work, but i MUSTDOPW. zz.