firstly before i start any ranting, i wanna say sorry to those who found my whining and nonsensical ramblings a disturbance to the peace. i apologise.

secondly, im about to start now.

thirdly, if i offend anybody in anyway, i once again apologise as these words are word which i say when im angry and i might not actually mean them.

START: wtf LAH. today we like started to train earlier ready and we were all like so lethargic and all and trying desperately to regain our power on the field but oh no, coach just has to come and start saying and saying how we havent been doing anything for the past few days thats why we're so off and our strokes and stuff are so disgusting now. hello?! i think we do quite a bit more comparatively. i know that usually the vj seniors are supposed to still be damn good without training but sad to say, since we are lauded as the worst tk batch, we're unable to live up to that reputation. the only way our batch can do well is by training, sheer hard work. and i think thats what we havent been getting cause the focus is always on tk tk tk. not vj. even during vj training at vj, the focus is on tk. its a selfish thought to think cause i know tk needs training since their nationals start early, but to not pay much attention to us and expect us to still be in tip top form? its something to me is unfathomable. [btw, to opponents who read this: WE WILL STILL TRASH YOU SO SHUT UP AND GO AWAY] so in the end we ended up doing 10 sets of kneeling down and hitting and hurting our knee cause kneeling on grass is disgustingly painful if you have to kneel for so disgustingly long.

to vera: thank you for understanding. love gay.

andd pre u sem is giving me a headache. like that topic is so vague and irritaingly confusing. i am very confused. lol i feel so unqualified to be there since everyone's so smart and knowledgeable about everything , whereas im not. so right now, it kinda sucks. even nick's so smart. like whattheshit.

END: okayy ive gotten everything out. i feel so much better now, the rubbish starts here and ends here. the end.


''cause i had a bad day.