benben just told me a story.

There was once this guy who was studying for his exams which is coming in abt 2 mths time ..
then he pasted these words "Let God" on his wall
something like "Let God" do his will
or "Let God" help him..
to remind him its God's powers to help him..
So everytime he studies he will look up on his wall to remind him..
but everytime when he studies till his max .. like already super tired ..
he looks up on the wall and see the word "Let God"
den guess wat he tells himself
yeah i gotta let God do the work.. but i also cant totally not work ..
so even though he is so exhausted he continues to study
but then as the days goes by he gets more and more tired..
because everytime he sees the words he forces himself to study harder
finally just about one week before the exams.. something phenomena happened
a strong wind blew while he was studyin
and one of the letter came off
guess which one
it was the letter D
because he kept saying let God
but he didnt ma.. he still kept holding on saying that its not enough and forced himself to study more
so i guess God meant to ask him to let go..

imspirational. im gonna do just that. or at least try to.
i think its just what i needed.
ive been asking God to help me with all this shit thats happening in my life right now but the thing i forgot to do is just to let go

i choose to be happy.
and i choose to let go.
whatever shit that happens i will turn to God .
to forgive is not to forget. but to forget is to forgive.
that means you dont remember it anymore because that episode of life is over and you've moved on.
then i choose to forget.

i feel lighter already.
my heart weighs less.
thankyou benben for making a difference in my life today :]